Jess kissed him back instantly. “Okay. If you need me, just let me know baby.” She might curl up to go back to sleep but she likely wouldn’t fall back into rest with Sam so upset.
Sam watched as she curled back up under the blankets and pulled his laptop out, powering it up. He lost himself in work, trying desperately not to think about his brother and his girlfriend at home mourning the loss of their unborn child. It wasn’t until the sun came up just after 7 am that he set the laptop aside and rubbed his eyes, just as Jessica woke up.
“Did you sleep alright, J?”
“Yeah.” Jess lied, she hadn’t really slept well but she didn’t need Sam worrying about her when they were both worried about Carmen and Dean. She climbed out of bed to go kiss his cheek. “Hi.”
Jessica nodded and hugged him tight. “Yeah. We’ll go over and see them in the morning. I can cancel my appointments at the Inn, i know they’ll understand.”“Okay,” he said, his voice distant. Forcing a smile, he kissed her hair and stood up from the bed. “I’m sorry, baby. I just… I’m not gonna be able to sleep anymore.”
She nodded, “Do you want me to go downstairs and make you tea, or…?” Jessica didn’t want to interrupt if he wanted to be by himself or go find his Mom.
“No, no,” he shook his head, leaning down to give her a kiss. “I’ll just… work or something, I’ve still gotta go over that brief for Monday. Besides, Dean wants to tell Mom himself. Get some more rest.”
Jess kissed him back instantly. “Okay. If you need me, just let me know baby.” She might curl up to go back to sleep but she likely wouldn’t fall back into rest with Sam so upset.
Jessica nodded and hugged him tight. “Yeah. We’ll go over and see them in the morning. I can cancel my appointments at the Inn, i know they’ll understand.”“Okay,” he said, his voice distant. Forcing a smile, he kissed her hair and stood up from the bed. “I’m sorry, baby. I just… I’m not gonna be able to sleep anymore.”
She nodded, “Do you want me to go downstairs and make you tea, or…?” Jessica didn’t want to interrupt if he wanted to be by himself or go find his Mom.
(Source: jessicaleemoore)
Sam woke out of habit at the sound of his phone alerting him to a voicemail, and when he listened to it, he frowned darkly. His heart broke for Dean and Carmen, he knew how excited they both had been about the baby. Setting his phone aside, he sat against the headboard and released a heavy sigh, wishing he could do something — anything — to make this better for the two of them.
Jessica woke up softly when Sam stirred—and when he sighed and leaned against the headboard. “What’s going on?” She blinked—letting loose a yawn—before she sat up to look at him. “Honey?”
He shook his head and didn’t meet her eyes, staring absently at the wall opposite their bed. “Dean just called, left a voicemail.”
“What’s wrong?” Jess leaned forward to take his hand. “Are they okay?”
He finally looked at her when she took his hand, squeezing it gently in silent thanks. “Carmen… they lost the baby.”
“Oh my gosh, poor Carmen! Poor Dean.” Jessica rubbed his gently. “I’m so sorry.”
Sam frowned. “I’m just worried about him, y’know? He was so happy. They both were.”
Jessica nodded and hugged him tight. “Yeah. We’ll go over and see them in the morning. I can cancel my appointments at the Inn, i know they’ll understand.”
Sam woke out of habit at the sound of his phone alerting him to a voicemail, and when he listened to it, he frowned darkly. His heart broke for Dean and Carmen, he knew how excited they both had been about the baby. Setting his phone aside, he sat against the headboard and released a heavy sigh, wishing he could do something — anything — to make this better for the two of them.
Jessica woke up softly when Sam stirred—and when he sighed and leaned against the headboard. “What’s going on?” She blinked—letting loose a yawn—before she sat up to look at him. “Honey?”
He shook his head and didn’t meet her eyes, staring absently at the wall opposite their bed. “Dean just called, left a voicemail.”
“What’s wrong?” Jess leaned forward to take his hand. “Are they okay?”
He finally looked at her when she took his hand, squeezing it gently in silent thanks. “Carmen… they lost the baby.”
“Oh my gosh, poor Carmen! Poor Dean.” Jessica rubbed his gently. “I’m so sorry.”
Sam woke out of habit at the sound of his phone alerting him to a voicemail, and when he listened to it, he frowned darkly. His heart broke for Dean and Carmen, he knew how excited they both had been about the baby. Setting his phone aside, he sat against the headboard and released a heavy sigh, wishing he could do something — anything — to make this better for the two of them.
Jessica woke up softly when Sam stirred—and when he sighed and leaned against the headboard. “What’s going on?” She blinked—letting loose a yawn—before she sat up to look at him. “Honey?”
He shook his head and didn’t meet her eyes, staring absently at the wall opposite their bed. “Dean just called, left a voicemail.”
“What’s wrong?” Jess leaned forward to take his hand. “Are they okay?”
Sam woke out of habit at the sound of his phone alerting him to a voicemail, and when he listened to it, he frowned darkly. His heart broke for Dean and Carmen, he knew how excited they both had been about the baby. Setting his phone aside, he sat against the headboard and released a heavy sigh, wishing he could do something — anything — to make this better for the two of them.
Jessica woke up softly when Sam stirred—and when he sighed and leaned against the headboard. “What’s going on?” She blinked—letting loose a yawn—before she sat up to look at him. “Honey?”
Home Sweet Home
Jessica was sound asleep against Sam’s shoulder when the Pilot got on the intercom and announced that they were landing in Lawrence. He checked that both of their seatbelts were secure before releasing a sigh as the plane started its descent.
It wasn’t that he wasn’t happy to be home; he was — but he wished that the circumstances could be better. Yes, Carmen was pregnant, and they were in the middle of planning their wedding, but Dean and his problems weren’t something he was looking forward to dealing with this weekend.
He knew the withdrawal wasn’t treating him well, and he’d had multiple setbacks. The best Sam could hope for was to get him back on track.
With a shake of his head, he squeezed Jess’ hand gently and put a smile on. “We’re landing, baby,” he whispered, just as the wheels hit the tarmac. “Time to wake up.”
Jess nodded and woke as the wheels hit down and the plane made that characteristically loud noise. “Hi baby.” She gave him a kiss. “I’m sorry I’m so tired. Work was killer today.” She sat up and smoothed a hand through her shoulder length hair. “I can’t wait to see everyone!”
Soon enough they were off the plane and pulling their luggage off the belt and heading to find whomever was picking them up.
(Source: bigmommaellen)
Carmen
Sounds perfect. And YOUR dress?
Narrowed it down to four choices. Just gotta pick from there!
Uh! I wish I could be there to see!
I’ll text you as SOON as I decide! Promise! <3
About me
Hello! I'm Jess. I'm a paralegal living in California with my handsome fiancee Sam WInchester.
I love to paint, garden, and craft when I'm not working. I'll be getting married in a few months as well! (:
